Today im not well... Its quiet an usual sunday. Met my friends. But wheezing is bit severe. So thought of scribbling something about the thoughts that dont let me sleep.
My health problems reminds me the truth that my life is too short(just 200-25=175 yrs ;-) )
The tragedy of life is not death, but what we let die inside us while we live.. Words of Norman Cousins
Absolutely true.
I asked myself "What I let die inside me(not permanantly)????"
Hm... Ya i let many of my dreams to die inside me(atleast for now). Im working as a software engineer for the past 3.2 yrs. Im not at all satisfied with the kind of work i do. Im not feeling internal peace. Im not born for this. I know im doing this job only for my parent's happiness.
Whenever i feel depressed i used to read this
What's the world's greatest lie? It's this: that at a certain point in our lives, we lose control of what's happening to us, and our lives become controlled by fate - From alchemist
Ya that's ture whenever we feel depressed we will start talking that its all because of fate. But i decided not to lose control of what's happening to me and accept the world's greatest lie. This is the right time. Im just waiting for the right day to come. For sure im not going to wait too much. Just waiting to overcome some of the sentiments in life. All these sentiments can stop me for now. But nothing can stop my dreams.Will dream and dream about the development of my rural India and the destitute kids.
# Rural India should be given proper exposure - Im planning to do this by working in ROPE.
# Moulding the destitute kids just by guiding them - This can be done through Bhumi.
Okie.. I want to dream about the beautiful days ahead... Good night :)
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